Remembering the King of Music- MJ

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I am deeply saddened by the death of Michael Jackson. I still can't believe it he is actually gone. I was at work when I received the news but i just did not want to believe what i was hearing. When i tried to "google" the news, i could not get through because that's when everyone else was trying to get more info, as a result Google was down. I remembered when i was living in Haiti, i used to danced to "Beat it", "Thriller" "Bad" and so forth. Although i did not speak English but i was always in front of the TV trying to mimic his dance moves. Michael was an artist that everyone around the world know no matter what your background is. I am forever grateful for enjoying all his songs and his life accomplishment.
I know we are celebrating his life but i cried every time i listen to his songs or watch a music video. In Harlem New York, Apollo Theatre where Michael and his siblings won the amateur night competition, had a huge rally with music and cheering in his memory. My hubby actually was down there on Friday afternoon and he recorded several clips of the fans celebrating his life.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MUSIC THAT WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND FOREVER. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL JACKSON. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Mets game

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I am so excited because my hubby and I are going to the game. I hope it's not going to rain because we are going to have a fabulous time. Pictures will soon follow........ GO METS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a weekend!!!!!!!!!!

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Dear My Fellow Readers,

I had somewhat a good weekend, for starters I was a sponsor at my nieces confirmation. I was very proud of myself to be there for them when they needed me. I am sure for those who are not catholic might ask what is confirmation. Well here's what I get from Google. "Confirmation it is one of the seven sacraments through which Catholics pass in the process of their religious upbringing. In this sacrament they receive the Holy Spirit". That's also when you receive the Spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of right judgment and courage, the spirit of knowledge and reverence. Since I am a sponsor my duties are to watch over my nieces and provide guidance; teach them the importance of family, how to take responsibility for themselves and others. After the ceremony we took pictures with the priest, said our greetings and we were ready to leave. I had a very fancy black dress that i bought at Macy's from Kensie with my shoes from Victoriasecret.com. In the course of taking pictures and leaving the crowded place I had absolutely no idea that either the stairs were slippery or the bottom of my shoes. All I could remember was taking the first and after I landed at the botton of the stairs; OMG I could not beleive what just happened, my ankle was twisted and my butt was hoping on every other steps. I am so soar now and especially when i lay flat on the bed however, by the grace of God i will be fine.

Something new That i discover

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The other day I was flipping the channels when I landed on " The Discovery Health", I was captivated by what I was watching. Several shows about women giving birth and all the details about what happened; I was amazed by what I was watching, seeing all these adorable babies make me want a child even more. I just can't wait for my turn to get pregnant. I really enjoy the show calls " I did not know I was Pregnant" because it shows how women can go on for almost 9 months without having a hint of being pregnant. I am very fascinating by what i am learning from this channel, so for the whole week i am watching "baby week" and much more. sometimes it's good to give those reality shows a break and take on something new, educational and fun.

Sibling Rivalry

Sometimes I have to be the bigger person and just walk away and pretend they don't even exist. Yeah, that's my other sisters on my father side. I would sincerely like the siblings rivalry that has been going on for more than 10 yrs to end some day. I have 3 older sisters on my father side and these 3 girls have been nothing but headache to me and my other sister on my mom side. I really don't know what to do anymore, how to deal with the anger they show when they see me ( for instance, if i am at a party and I happen to dress more sophisticated than them it's a problem, the staring never stop and talking to other people about me.) Whenever I notice this kind of behavior i just pretend we are not in the same room. This battle goes on for years i have always stayed in the corner and not said anything, even when my brothers where trying to fight Me and My Sister.

Back when i was living in Haiti that's when the problem started, since i was not that old to stand up and fight for myself they had their ways over us. To make the story short, when my father left for America some 20 years ago he decided he would send money for mom to come to join him in New York. So my mom left when I was only 2 years old, that's when all the hate started because they feel that mom should not be the one going to New York, it should have been their mom.

so to this day there's a grudge and i don't know even know why however, my sister and I decided that we would not let these people to be our problem. so everyone tries to be civil, whenever we meet them we would stop and try to have a conversation with them, but the cold face always there; and that's how it has been for years now.

2 years ago my brother's wife gave birth to twins prematurely a boy and girl, because they live so close I was always there to help them out everyday. They wanted me to be one of the God-mother of one of the twins, I was so thrilled to become the God-mother of one of them with that said i did not want to choose because the little girl was in the hospital fighting for her life. They did a drawing I picked the boy and the parents decided that my other sister on my father side would be the God-mother of the girl. OMG!!!!! I don't know what happened the war had started again, they wanted to fight me, they did not want the girl because she was sick in the hospital. The way these people think is so ridiculous, I keep thinking to myself that they have no common sense at all; for them to try to keep this family apart is out flat barbaric. Since they did not want to me to be God-mother I decided that I would let my sister-in-law knows that I won't take part in the Christening. Moreover, a lot of people told me i should have not let go but you know what I really don't like being watched or hated and it's best for me because i want to be stress free. I still visit my brother but i am trying not to be too involved with his children although it's really hurtful that i can't really be part of my nephews lives like I would like to be because of these girls.

Exercise, Shopping

Happy Sunday!!!!

it's such a beautiful day there's no way i am going to stay in the house. Hearing the birds chirping on the trees make me feel like I am in the Caribbean laying on the beach. I woke up so early, hopefully I will get a chance to go to pathmark or target. On Friday I clipped out all the coupons so that I could be ready for Sunday food shopping. I am so excited and hopefully i will not go all out on spending all the cash.

On Saturday I did several laps on the field and i felt very good, the field was very crowded with people training and all the kids playing baseball. Sometimes i feel really sad because i can't really do much exercise except for walking; so before I am back in the emergency room I should just take it easy and follow what my doctor had said which is to just do the walking and take everything one step at a time. From watching " I want to save your life" on WETV it's very crucial that people get at 30 minutes of some sort of exercise and eating healthy. that's exactly what i am trying to incorporate in my everyday life.

I AM SO BUSY

I am so happy to have this time to write back again, i have been so busy with work. I had no time to even look at any blogs and by the time I got home i was too tired to even go back on my laptop. I had no Idea how difficult it would be when you're short of staff, now i have everything scramble to my desk. Now i have to answer all emails and send out fax every 5 minutes or so. it's really a pain in the butt however, I am not complaining about anything because everyone is seeing how productive i am around the office. It really does not bother me much because i am very organized and i know how to prioritize my work loads. finally everyone in the office is breathing better now because we don't have to pick up work after nobody. It's a good feeling when everyone is focused and working together.

Since I work at WEtv my schedule is all about the late night, because coming on Sunday 6/7 at 9pm it's the return of BRIDEZELLAS:) we are super excited about the unforgettable new season. I have seen few episodes and I will tell you i can't wait for Sunday. Amazing Wedding Cakes is coming on also, so to all the BRIDES there are plenty for you guys to watch, Great tips on wedding and what to watch for when your time comes. YOU CAN VISIT THE SITE AT www.wetv.com/bridezillas. Since it's Bridal week David Tutera was at the office in the meeting, he is sooooooooooo handsome.
GRAB ALL YOUR FRIENDS, BM, AND EVERYONE ELSE TOGETHER TO WATCH COMES SUNDAY AT 9pm. IT SHOULD BE A GREAT AFFAIR AND I AM SURE YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED. CHEERS TO BRIDEZELLAS

A Reflection of May

Dear Readers,

I can't believe it's already June, time goes very fast and soon I will start thinking about Christmas shopping. I had an awesome time in month of May; it was my mom, nephew, cousin, friends and my fiance birthday. I really enjoyed the time I spent with my fiance either in the park or just at home watching a basketball game together, I take those times very seriously because not every girls enjoy watching a ball game with their men. It really makes me feel good to know how much He appreciates the time we've spent together. I have done a little bit of shopping which was very intersting; I tend to do my summer shopping in the month of May since more stuffs go out on sale during that time.

I enjoyed all the time I spent with my cute litte nephew, he is so adorable. I spent more time with my nephew than before and he really enjoys it too.
Eventhough we have not set a date yet for the wedding, I made my first purchase for the wedding; It's craft book with lots of great tips to help me stay organize. I've been looking for appartments, I am trying to have a headstart on searching for appartments because when we're ready it will not be easy. I am so happy and lucky that everyone in my family is healthy nothing major to be reported at this time. Speaking of health, I scheduled an appointment to go see an Obstetrician/Gynecology, i am looking forward to that. This will be the first visit I will have with a doctor to get an overview of how much time it will take for me to be able to conceive. My main goal is to have a better understanding about the situation and find out what are my options at 28 yrs old.